love and be loved;

2012-05-15

“I know that you’ve been calling me and I’m happy that we met.Don’t think that I’m not interested, I’m just playing hard to get.”

<3 i love you. (to infinity and beyond)

Source: smileandpost

Oh well. It’s another one of those nights where I’m left feeling empty and upset. I don’t know if I should be upset with myself or with the situation. That doesn’t matter though. What matters most is the one I started to pour my feelings out to is no where to be reached for the past half hour. Times like these is when you need someone most and right now, no one is readily available to listen to my stupid self. I guess I asked for all this to happen cause my attitude is just the worst. I just thought when you show someone you love and care for them, that it’ll get through to them right away. But I’m clearly wrong and that’s why I’m alone. I’m hoping and praying things will be better tomorrow cause I can’t deal with this on my own. And if you’re reading this, please know I’m sorry for everything I’ve done in the past, for what’s going on right now, and for any other thing in the future i will upset you about. I Love You.

2011-12-29

this is what happens when you cheat on your dogs by going to just pups!

2011-08-27

eliotglazer:

Okay, all set!

Source: eliotglazer

2011-08-04

the start of this year has taught me A LOT..<3

Soo these past few weeks have showed me so much about the people I hang around with and also a lot about myself. I learned that the people you once thought were your “true friends” are really jus there for yu for the time being..but in the long run everyones gona go their own way. I learnedd to not get close with people caus every single person I became friends with these past 2 years have come around nd turned on me at some point. I learned to not fall for the guys that just sweet talk you nd lead you on to nothing but troublee. I learned that wen I talk to people through texting they don’t really pay attention nd care about what I have to say. I learned that the time I spent with some peoplee is gonna be forgotten about in a matter of weeks caus we have different sports now. I learned that promises mean nothing once they’re broken. I learned that I can’t take the time I spend with people for granted caus one day they won’t be a part of my life. I learned that the people hit mee up on a daily basis are only using me as a person to talk to jus to pass the time. I learned that I’m slowly losing all my friends caus they choose to live the party life while I stray away from all that trouble. I learned that I’m being useddd by more than half of my so called “friends”. I learned that seeing people in school is a tease caus once the 2:55 bell goes off, I don’t hear from anyonee till the next day at school. I learned that the more I talk to some people about my problems, the less they care about me because they think I’m too much of an emotional person. I learned that crying doesn’t do anything for me, but I bawl my eyes out anyways thinking it’ll solve all my problems. I learned that the people I once thought I woud spend infinity&beyond with are slowing leaving my life for college. I learned that one day ill meet someone that’s willing to listen to me, be with me through good&bad times, and just be trustworthy&respectful… Last but not least, I learned to ——-> put all my trust in the Lord and live for Him like every day is my last.